It's painful, afraid of the arrival of night, but I want to get through it alone, staying awake all night as time passes. I'm too exhausted, feeling the sadness of insomnia.
If a person is afraid of pain, afraid of various illnesses, afraid of unforeseen events, afraid of life-threatening dangers and death, he cannot endure anything at all.
I have always believed that only diligent people can be happy, whether it's oneself or the people around us. No one is unhappy because of hard work; lazy people can only move toward greater misery. For the life you want, be attentive, work hard, and be diligent!
That person suddenly stops contacting you, which is very normal; that person suddenly contacts you again, which is also very normal, and it doesn't mean anything.
It seems that without me, your life wouldn't be much different. You are happy when you're happy, and sad when you're sad. In your world, I stand alongside all things, or perhaps, I am less than all things.