Is it hard to get what you want... Can't be upset just because you're afraid of missing out on a piece of news... No need to spend your own money, and you can't go to the scene anymore... Maybe the reason I want to watch this TV drama the most now is just to see both of them, and I smile and pass by... Don't call him about all that messy stuff, things that won't happen, just being alone is very happy, right?