Brothers, the car isn’t here, I was just joking. I’m begging you all, I have a grade 3 meniscus injury and I’m basically disabled. I really don’t have any money. On top of that, I have tinnitus, and even when I sleep, my ears keep buzzing. As for my meals, I can’t say they're bad, but I just eat whatever my dad cooks for me.

I once searched on Xiaohongshu about what kind of job someone with a meniscus injury could do. The comments said not to rush into work and to focus on rehab first. But in my situation, rehab is impossible. My dad farms over a dozen acres and says he doesn’t need my help, but whenever he does, I’m forced to work in the fields. For example, pulling weeds requires squatting, and as soon as I squat, my knee is done for. So there’s no way my knee will ever recover. I feel guilty for not going out to work. The reason I stayed home in the first place was my own fault. It’s not that I didn’t want to work before, but because I’m clumsy, the only jobs I could do were manual labor like courier or food delivery. I’m so clumsy that I’d deliver packages for building 3 to building 4 by mistake. When I was delivering packages, I only made a little over 4,000 yuan a month. I couldn’t do any more than that.

Now that my knee is shot, the only thing I can do is try to make a living as a KOL in the crypto space. I beg all the big shots not to stoop to my level. When I post about food, it’s not to beg for pity or act like a beggar. I just want to keep my account running and maintain its authenticity and stability; I have no other demands. Honestly, I’m eating pretty well right now—my family grows enough potatoes to keep me alive. I don’t expect anything else. I’m really afraid of dying; I just want to survive.